waking up, over and over again

just morning musings,

seeing how people are being put in systems so that we can work and so that we can do for others and with these systems its takes us out of our creativity because we are in a system and we gotta do it

its just life or what people call life

when we think creatively we have to feel

and when we feel we express authentically

and wwhen we express authentically we are connected to higher consciousness

open to abundance

but its getting there

its the things we cant see hidden in our bodiesand psyches

secrets

from our generational past

from our own living past

its all there and we have this personality

we only know that

we experience life differently

from others

because of these things that make us into our unique identity

but we are not that

we are the consciousness witnessing and experiencing this body

this mind

this life

this day

if we were the body and mind we would know what we would be feeling and thinking next

with practice we can get a good idea and

the reason this is important to be conscious

is so that we can create a new reality and not be held back and held down by the reality we have lived up to this point

thats where the power of the brain comes in

we thinnk we do we believe we are

and with all that we have created the life we have lived up to this point
so if we want something different we have to do different be different think different

and how often has it happened to you where you want to do different but the habitual nature of said program just sucks you back into the same loop

its consistency its care, its love of the vision love of self wanting to experience said vision, belief in self and the vision

we experience life the way we experience ourself

our experience

ist engrained in us

because we lived it

its inside of us

so where do we find the real story?

within

the pain

andtrauma

its real because its playing out in our lives at this very moment

until we feel it

until we recognize the shit we did go through to get ourselves to where we are now

that shit happened and it sucked and it hurt

and we HAVE TO FEEL IT

because if we keep repressing it it will showup hidden in different ways in our lives, haunting and only haunting to ask if we could please feel this just to let it go

now im still trying to figure out how astrology works with all this,

like energy healing for me has become the main focus of my life

i am creating my own life

i am no longer apart of the systems that bind society

but is this astrologically planned/?

like did we come here at this time to experience this to wake up

or is this possible in many lifetimes in many different years of earth and we are experiencing it just at thhis time

because it feels like a lot of people are waking up

society is going through a rebirth’

so is this all planned or are we aoart of a bigger picture

bigger picture pronbably lol

yeah…. have a great day lol