alchemy - turning pain into abundance

alchemy is like an old thing where people would turn shit metals into gold lol rough explanation

and with alchemically transmuting negative energies we can do the same

“believe you deserve it and the universe will serve it”

that is how we alchemically change our rfeality and transmute our trauma into actual gold

when we repress emotions we are hiding from ourselves

continually abandoning ourselves and avoiding our emotions and ourselves lol

but when we take our power back and feel, express and experience these traumas

it changes us internally

we feel stronger

capable

resilient

we see our stories as strength and courage

rather than fear and shame

we change this shit, into gold

because when we feel that shit and recpgnize “holy fuck ive been through a lot”

we believe we deserve the best

because we made it

and it was positive and we changed for the better, to be a better person

we wanted to change to give more love rather than pain

thats how we alchemize

we feel

our experiences and everything else that we can live life

ratherthan be afraid of it

with that power of conscious creation and love of self and others we literally can create the life of our dreams

because

law of attraction

law of assumption

law of karma

law of vibration

law of compensation

law of perpetual transmutation

law of inspired action and others

like there are laws that show us what directions to take to live a happy life

lol

there are rules to this game

and if we know them we can play really well

and not hurt anyone in the process

we are in a game, and we are playing our human selfs role

we are the player

the consciousness above

the matrix was a documentary lol

from my experience i have found that my strength came from looking at my shit and being able to use it as strength to make different choices, achemizing it

it will continue to happen and break you down more and more until its realized or until your broken

and as humans we stay in something until its so uncomfortable that we cant be there anymore

so we are put in situations to grow and expand but it sour decision on whether we actually do that

feel our shit, feel the depths of that and know that thats where true strength adn power comes from

because when we know our shadows and demons we are not fooled by them

easier said than done but like

its legit, alchemy is real and we can use it to transform all this pain into abundance, of whatever we want

thats where we take our poower back, what do we want?

do we even know?

we experience it and its either a fuck yes or a fuck no for me

or atleast where im at right now

been alchemizing a little too much lately lol

xo