looking at the bigger picture - epiphany

this morning has been intense but calm all at the same time

calm after the storm

realizations coming up about this last chapter

its a visceral intense body reaction lol

just awakenings about the truth

of my life

to put it vaguely

its humbling

what a shit show

but its calming me down while its happening

i can feel my shoulder blades its almost like the energy was so compact and tense and now its releasing

its pulling apart

the chains

of shit

lol

lots of intense emotion

realizations and starting to trust myself

so its like bringing 5d into 3d

two worlds colliding

the center of my body also has almost like cut in half down my body

its a vibration

or merging

i feel like the past is dead

i conquered it

and im brand new now

the chains dont bind me

grief

loss

but also

success

and new beginnings

i see myself in a whole new way

the mirror shattered

into a million pieces

making art out of life

and yet im seeing the truth

of everything

the tower crashed'

i can see clearly now for these last 30 years have been foggy

with no one around me i can finally hear silence

my body feels so wavy right now

flowy energetically

becoming an artist again

remembering how to be one lol

oof

i can see myself clearly

i can feel the wounded perception kinda lift off me

releasing them

and so we can be free

healing our family line

for the next generations

pretty cool

xx