book of life

turning my life into a novel so it doesn’t fucken send my mind into oblivion so much lol

lol so many pieces to the puzzle coming together finally from the last like 10 years of my life

my brain which was once jumbled

now feels like its clearing

weird how shit like that happens

what we go through lol

what life throws our way

laughable at times

i didnt even realize it was a blur until like these last couple weeks

little visions - knowings coming together

brings peace

lessons

patience lol

got me really thinking about past lives

my own truths

its just like the craziest eye opener lol

thats why im writing a novel lol

about my fucking life man like holy shit

and i wonder why my brain goes 100 miles a minute lol

yeah i know why now

but its also cool to be coming back around to something full circle

stable footing

weird though, where as my last little cycle felt like i knew what i was doing almost

this one feels new, fresh

but i feel whole

new vibe for sure

xx